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vervet_monkey ([personal profile] vervet_monkey) wrote2009-01-27 09:36 am
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Back at Uni again. Trying to get up the motivation to get in the shower and go get breakfast but its not quite working. Plus I only have porridge and don't really fancy that this morning...

Had a good few days at home, although it wasn't that long ago I was there! Didn't really do much. At all really. Just hang round at home, chatted to people when they were in. Dads got to make 5 people redundant this week so was stressing majorly. Stressing more I think coz they wanted to make people redundant that they couldn't lose or they were trying to do it without asking him or something... I'm not entirely sure. But it meant stress anyhow. I think he wants to leave, they're run by americans nw and he doesn't get on with them at all. But he won't leave now coz he doesn't have a degree and had enough trouble finding a job last time, despite the experience, he'd have no hope now.

Lewis broke up with his girlfriend. I think they actually broke up around christmas time but she was stringing him along, just in case she changed her mind. I think it prob upset him but he wasn't letting on. And it actually means he's being more open with us and seing more of his friends as she hasn't ot him wrapped round her little finger. He got into Northampton uni to do art foundation course too. Not entirely sure how, his portfolio was empty and he was rushing it together the night before but he always seems too. I;ve decided he can come take my exams at the end of the year!

Mum is still always panicing that I won't ever want to come home. She takes me shopping and I point out that I don't need anything but all she wants to do is buy things for me. To do whatever i want to. Which is nice, I know why shes doing it. But its kinda frustrationg. I'll come home becuase they're my family and I love them and miss them, believe it or not. Not because I know when I go home Mum will buy me things. She just constantly says yes to me, but thats not what  Iwant from her. I have friends, enough of them, only got one mother. Having said that though she is getting better. I think she's just scared one day I'm going to go of travelling and not come back.

No idea what I'm going to do with myself for the next week. Semester 2 doesn't start till Monday. My timetable next semester is really empty. I think there are 3 days in the entire sememster when I have to stay till 6. Other than that I'm finished by 2 at the latest. Which is differant from last semester, when my lectures were stuck at either ends of the day and  ispent the middles sat in the library working. Just hve to see where  iwork best when i don't have to be in.